Five Finger Death Punch singer reflects on his near-death experience: “All those memories started flashing before my eyes”

FIVE-FINGER DEATHit is Ivan Moody again opened up about his struggles with alcohol addiction. The singer, who celebrated his third year of sobriety last March, previously said he nearly died from a drinking attack and woke up surrounded by paramedics and his daughter holding him down. crying. He also admitted that he went to rehab five times before the last time was finally blocked.

in a bad moodThe near-death experience of was recounted in FIVE FINGERSthe clip of the song “The Tragic Truth” which was released last week to coincide with Ivan42nd birthday.

Earlier today, Ivan released a instagram video in which he answered some questions submitted by fans regarding “The Tragic Truth” clip. He said (as transcribed by BLABBERMOUTH.NET): “The question that comes up most often is about my death. First of all, was it real? Yes. I tried to quit drinking on my own, on my own, for four days, and the fourth day, my body shut down, I had a seizure and died. I was handing my daughter a glass of water for a second, and we’re going to move on to the next one.

“Second, what did I see? Now for you to hear this, for the one you have to wonder, do you believe in life after death?” He continued. “I myself grew up being a skeptic – very passionate about science. Half of my family was Christian and the other half was Catholic, so from the start I was confused and found holes in the system all the way through it. Organized religion Needless to say, rebellious as I do, I went looking for answers. Far and wide, theology became my thing. I studied everything from Buddhism to paganism, Wicca – which is still very close to my heart, as many of you know – and Satanism No, not the stuff you see on TV – not sacrificing cats and enchantments and stuff like that – the real work, the stuff that actually includes empathy. But that’s a whole different story; we’re not going there. Needless to say, it all became moot at some point when I’m It was nothing like what you think or what I for that matter thought or could have imagined. from light.

Ivan added: “I said Zoltan [Bathory, FIVE FINGER guitarist] it was like becoming part of the universal hum – complete peace. It was not cold; it was not hot. There was no burden of any kind. And for a brief second, I was free. And all those memories, which I guess are why people say your life flashes before your eyes, started flashing before my eyes. And I’ve seen things from my childhood up to that time. And I remember thinking, ‘This is so good. And I’m not ready for that. I have more to do. And I’m not saying that; I really remember thinking that. And in the distance I heard a voice, and it was my daughter, just like the video, when you see the hand come out and grab mine. And I don’t know how to explain it, and believe me when I tell you this, I don’t think some things are meant to be explained, but my heart lit up, tight – I could feel it – and I’m become massive again. And me [felt myself coming] back in my body. Truth. And I opened my eyes, and it was wet. And I looked up and it was my girl, holding my head [and] cry on my face. And above me were two paramedics with paddles. And I remember they were asking me questions. And the very first words that come out of my mouth [were], “Please don’t tell the fans.” Documented. My first concern was that I was going to let you and my bandmates down. Not the fact that my stepdaughter was holding my head or that I was a fucking drunk or that I just had this disease and couldn’t fight it; none of this occurred to me. The only thing that mattered was that you and my bandmates always trusted me, because music is all I have; it’s my whole connection to everything.”

In September 2018, in a bad mood say it WEBN radio station that he was “going back and forth for a while” in his struggle to stay sober. “I would do three months, then I would relapse.” He added: “Recovery takes commitment; it’s an honest program, and I wasn’t honest with myself at the time. I’m very, very proud of the progress I’ve made. “

in a bad mood went on to credit several of his friends and fellow musicians with helping him through some of his darkest times. “Rob Halford [JUDAS PRIEST] is the person I called most of the time when I was recovering,” he revealed. “I think he’s been sober for 40 years now — maybe, I think, a little more long as that; I could be wrong. Corn Jamey Jasta [HATEBREED] – another. Jamesbeen sober now since [two decades]; Jonathan Davis [KORN]; etc., etc. So they’re all people I looked to when I was struggling, and I was very, very lucky and blessed to have them on my team.”

in a bad mood also revealed he was sober but had a massive hangover when he collapsed on stage in Europe in 2017, with the band sending him home after that and later welcoming him on a “probationary” basis after both Phil Labonte from ALL THAT REMAINS and Tommy Vext from BAD WOLVES completed on a few tours.

Originally published in 2011, “The Tragic Truth” appeared as a bonus track exclusive to the itunes edition of FIVE FINGERSthe third album of, “American capitalist”, and was also included in the second installment of the group’s greatest hits collection, “A Decade of Destruction – Volume 2”, which was released in digital and CD formats in October 2020.

FIVE-FINGER DEATHthe last album of, “F8”, was produced by a long-time collaborator Kevin Churko and debuted at No. 1 on rock charts worldwide with Mainstream Top 10 debuts in the United States, Austria, Australia, Canada, Finland, Germany, Sweden, Switzerland, UK and more. “F8” features #1 hit singles “Upside down”, “A little behind”, “Living the dream” and “Darkness Sets In”.

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